Nov 2, 2010

Personal Venting

I don't want to do whiny posts and venting posts, and I may just delete this before I post it, but depending on how the words end up - maybe I won't.

I am very sad today - quite sad in fact - I was so hopeful - the moon was full - it was October - everything about everything that I love - and again - Nothing -

I know I shouldn't worry - it took 6 months to get pregnant last time - but I guess I like getting my hopes up - the crash is a little hard - I will keep trying and not let it get to me - but today I want to be sad, and I want to cry a little. Then I will move on and feel better -

Thank you everyone for your blessings, and candles and well wishes - it will happen - and when it does it will be perfect and right and I will be ready -


  1. You go right ahead and feel sad. Too often we think we have to stop feeling bad when honestly we sometimes really need to feel bad. When you are ready you will be your old self. So, I send you hugs and sparkles and a hankie too. - WG

  2. I have never visited your blog before, but I am glad I did.. Listen to your body, listen to your spirit - if she wants to grieve and have a sad day let her do what she needs to ease that hurt and sadness, she knows best.. It is what I call our 'society inflicted minds' that try to tell us how we should feel and react to things like loss or disappointment or grief or sadness or 100 other things. Sending you blessings and the gentlest of thoughts.

  3. I agree with both other comments- sometimes we need to take a cry day- it's OK. Hugs to you

  4. Do what you gotta do to get on down the road. You must be kind to yourself and allow what is to just be. And spit if need be, tee hee.
    Just posted a new award and I have because of your loveliness included you. Please do not feel like you have to "play", just know I think you are special. The Olde Bagg

  5. You're always entitled to feel sad and I hope things go your way very soon.

  6. I can't say I know what it feels like, as I've never tried for a kid before, but I do know that waiting 6 months would have grated on my every nerve.

    You'll get there. When you do, you'll be jumping up and down yelling, "Oh my gods! Oh my gods! We're pregnant!" And then you'll wonder if jumping up and down is good for the baby, so you'll switch to doing an on the floor happy dance involving some kind of John Travolta disco move. ...At least, that's what I'm guessing. I could be totally wrong. ...I mean you might do a Spice Girls kind of dance move. :P

    P.S. What is a Spice Girls kind of dance move?