Hello Again

Just wanted to stop in a say a quick hello - I have been missing my blog and reading other blogs - thought I would do a quick update! I am still here - super super busy, and not likely to find time any time soon, but I keep trying and hoping to find some time.

I love the holidays, but always feel so rushed - got to see the New Harry Potter movie this weekend - yep I am a dork and I love being one! It was great! It is bitter sweet about the two part thing to me though - I am super happy they did that because I feel that it will be a more complete telling of the book (and so far so good) however it sucks that I now have until July to see the second part - but I can't wait!

So this was my quick photo free update, now it is time to catch up on about 2 weeks worth of blog reading - I will let you know when I surface again - wish me luck.

bleumoon

Personal Venting

I don't want to do whiny posts and venting posts, and I may just delete this before I post it, but depending on how the words end up - maybe I won't.

I am very sad today - quite sad in fact - I was so hopeful - the moon was full - it was October - everything about everything that I love - and again - Nothing -

I know I shouldn't worry - it took 6 months to get pregnant last time - but I guess I like getting my hopes up - the crash is a little hard - I will keep trying and not let it get to me - but today I want to be sad, and I want to cry a little. Then I will move on and feel better -

Thank you everyone for your blessings, and candles and well wishes - it will happen - and when it does it will be perfect and right and I will be ready -